Despair

Depression slips in

Like a thief in the night

Seeps into the root of my life

Percolates to the very fibre of my being

I know no joy

No pleasure 

From a time that once was

A time so long ago

A distant pleasure is my mirth

A vision of a foreign land

All that surrounds me is despair

Disdain of a sad journey

Playback the sweet melodies of yesteryear

That I remember what happiness feels like

Sing the tunes of carefree fun

That I may once again enjoy youthful splendour

The record spinning

The disc turning

The Ipod playing

Gallant versions of our loves

Yet,

The memory fades

With the press of a button

Stop! Pause! Stop!

And just like that

Amusement disappears

And the rekindled fire extinguished

With a triumphant breath

Sailing away into the abyss

My blissful remembrance of merriment

Now the only cloud that covers

Is one of sadness

Pain

Hurt

Despondency

Melancholy

Sigh!

The heaving heart's release

Yet

That cannot bear any relief

Only a temporary hiatus

As day by day one drifts

Further and further

Into the discontented void

In time, space and in between

Much Love, 

Nella

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A call for seduction

Seduce me my lover
Hold me in that faithful trance
Entice me my lover
And let us do that lingual dance
My body is aching
For the touch of your lips
Hormones are shaking
From my neck to my finger tips
Guide me
On the path to glory
Let's make another story
To tell the world
Use me
Use my body
Quench my yearning
For you
Don't make quiver
Without the taste of your lust
My spine will just shiver
With ripples of your tongue
Sweet temptation
Divine intervention
Cup of sensuality
I desire a drink
Desperate pleas
For instant glory
For blessed restoration
To our most primal beings
Entwined and inter-laced
Entangled and ablaze
The thirst for your manliness
Overcomes my senses
Once more, a plea
I make to you
Once, a breath of desire I breathe
Release thy barrier and seduce me

Much Love,

Nella

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Shower me with your love!

Hello lovers,

So I've been trying to blog a bit more frequently lately considering it's my wee bit of summer break now(only 4 months...ay yi yi!), and I think it's been going a quite fine how about you?

Anyways, it's been raining a lot for the past few days and I loved it. Unlike others who were complaining about the weather, I actually utilized it for some inspiration so check out my new poem!


Shower me with your love

Shower me with your love Oh Lord
That I may feel all thy bounty
Deliver me with thy blessings
Enrich me with thy sprinkles

Sanctify me oh Lord
Cleanse me effortlessly
Wash away my sins
And leave me serene

Too often the day goes by
And no thanks I give thee
Yet you keep me each day
Preciously beside thee

Still your love overflows deep within
Filleth my cup endlessly
Your love couples my yearning
Blessed be thee

Forgive my forgetful heart
Forgive my heartless spirit
My ailings demand my attention
Yet my spirit desires your love

Shower me with thy love oh Lord
That I may be enveloped in you
Develop fully in thy trinity
One God in me

Much Love,

Nella

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It's that time of year again folks! Do you know what it is? It's time to..............(wait for it)...........(here it comes).........RELAY FOR LIFE. The Jamaica Cancer Society's Annual Relay for Life is this Saturday, June 11, 2011 at 6pm at the Police Officer's Club. For those of you who do not know what relay for life is: It is a fundraising event (the main volunteer-driven cancer fundraising event of the JCS each year) where money is raised to support the JCS in their efforts of free cancer screenigs and medication to patients living with, suspected of living with or at high risk for cancers. It also holds as an event to celebrate and remember those who have fought the battle of cancer and have either lost or been survivors. So although the main objective of Relay is to raise money for cancer research and cancer patients, the event is held to spread cancer awareness, celebrate the lives of survivors, remember those who lost their lives to cancer, and unite a community in the fight against cancer. Sounds great huh? WELL IT IS!!!! It's a VERY VERY VERY VERY VEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRYYYY fun night. 
So what do you do? Well it you are just hearing about it and haven't already formed a team, no worries you can still come to the event, all you do is pay $1000 at the gate on the day. So come out and see old friends, make new friends and have a ball of a time while contributing to something great. For more information visit: Jamaica Cancer Society

 

Much Love, 

Nella

Feed Me!!!!

For those of you who do not know me very well I'm a member of a service organization called Circle K International. It is a service club for University students with a desire and passion to give back to their community. As a project my club members and I have joined this site called Free Rice. It is a feeding program whereby members play games and for every question you get right you donate ten grains of rice. 


Help us, help the world and join Free Rice TODAY!!!!! What are you waiting on? Click:Free Rice and see what the buzz is all about. Do your part to feed the hungry!!!

Much Love,

Nella