Concept

What my mind seeks to create

The world may not understand

What my heart chooses to love

People may doubt

Yet,

Still the conceptualization of my being Bears witness to no other

Shows no shame of my choices

My mind a building block

A creative media

My lips a lingual art

A golden ticket of mirth

I'm an architect of dreams

A conductress of a mental orchestra

A designer like no other

Creative, passionate and energetic

The spices of life

Dissociated from the future

Injected into the past

A past journey, once forgotten

A journey to eternal triumph

I am being of spiritual existence

A vessel of miraculous discoveries

A pathway to intellectual advancement

A complexity beyond imagination

Still,

Simplicity fuels my beginning

A simple thought sparks my interest

A footstep drives my presence

Advanced yet archaic

Complex but still simple

Disdain around my every structure

A concept state of mind

Much Love,

Nella

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Happy 49th Jamaica!

Hello friends, lovers and faithful followers! Today is a wonderful day in my country and homeland Jamaica!!! It's out Independence Day whoohoo!!! We have officially survived 49 great years as a nation and will live see many more! So in honour of this great day I'd like to share with you a poem I wrote called Freedom Call!

Freedom Call

A journey of a thousand miles

Begins with one step;

But,

What of a journey through your life?

A journey through the streets of your memories?

The question ricochets through my mind

Amplified by the immortal pain

Of each blistering step

The crisp whistling of crumpled leaves beneath my soul

A shallow walk

A deep journey

The silent song of an adventure

Drowned out by the voices around

When I see the pain of my brother

Hear the screams of my sister

Listen to the cries of my mother

Touched by the sound of the lost voices

"Help me! Save me" comes the screams

Yet I am helpless to their pleas

The fruitfulness of a voice

Can leave the martyr unsung

Still martyrdom requires sacrifice

To free the wronged

And give salvation to the broken

Solemn tears fill the eardrums

Dissolved in pain-stricken eyes

Washed away a faded smile

Broke the titanium seal that covered the heart

Return thyself to the dreams of yesteryear

Dreams lost with each step

"I have a dream" recited Martin Luther King Jr

"Emancipate yourself from mental slavery" sang Marcus Garvey

Those dreams of the tomorrow

Alive in the tales of the present

A journey in the delirious direction

A direction of equality and equity

Instead,

A symbol of things left undone

Forty-nine years and counting

A footprint left as a reminder

Each step an inch to destiny

But,

We have yet to complete our marathon

So,

Until the eternal race is won

"Up ye mighty race"

Remains the eternal freedom call

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY JAMAICA!!!

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Happy Birthday To.... ME!!!

My Hottttttttttttt Date :D

Yummy Appetizer!!!! Whooha!!!!!!

More yummy fooooooooooodddddddd!!!!!

This just in readers, 3 days ago was my birthday! Yes you heard it here 1st 3 days ago was my BIRTHDAY!!! Whoohoo! Ahoooooooga! To celebrate I taken out to dinner at this restaurant called Alexander's! It's this great restaurant in New Kingston. The food was great and the company was even better! :D Now silly me totally forgot to take pictures of myself (I looked good though! Daaaaammmmnnnn good! Just ask my date :D) but did capture 1 or 2 shots of my meal so enjoy!!!

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Lies

Consumed by the flames of life

Erupting all around

Covered by the flood of deceit

From the river of destruction

It was only one small lie

Then another to cover it up

Then another to make your story real

And another to complete your story

It could never hurt anyone

Never hurt a soul

Never destroy a life

It's only a lie

One small lie

Not even a lie

A half truth

A deviation from the truth

Not a lie at all

It could not hurt anyone

It could not hurt a soul

It could not destroy a life

That's what you keep telling yourself

That's what you keep saying

That's what keeps you going

Endlessly speaking

The cycle continues

You can never stop

No turning back now

You can't tell the truth

Can you?

Should you?

Can you really?

Should you really?

You ponder to yourself

Thinking slowly

Wondering

But...

What if...

As in...

The excuses flow out in a stream

Filling the river

Powering the flood

Igniting the flame

The flame of lies that keeps burning

Much Love,

Nella

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Despair

Depression slips in

Like a thief in the night

Seeps into the root of my life

Percolates to the very fibre of my being

I know no joy

No pleasure 

From a time that once was

A time so long ago

A distant pleasure is my mirth

A vision of a foreign land

All that surrounds me is despair

Disdain of a sad journey

Playback the sweet melodies of yesteryear

That I remember what happiness feels like

Sing the tunes of carefree fun

That I may once again enjoy youthful splendour

The record spinning

The disc turning

The Ipod playing

Gallant versions of our loves

Yet,

The memory fades

With the press of a button

Stop! Pause! Stop!

And just like that

Amusement disappears

And the rekindled fire extinguished

With a triumphant breath

Sailing away into the abyss

My blissful remembrance of merriment

Now the only cloud that covers

Is one of sadness

Pain

Hurt

Despondency

Melancholy

Sigh!

The heaving heart's release

Yet

That cannot bear any relief

Only a temporary hiatus

As day by day one drifts

Further and further

Into the discontented void

In time, space and in between

Much Love, 

Nella

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A call for seduction

Seduce me my lover
Hold me in that faithful trance
Entice me my lover
And let us do that lingual dance
My body is aching
For the touch of your lips
Hormones are shaking
From my neck to my finger tips
Guide me
On the path to glory
Let's make another story
To tell the world
Use me
Use my body
Quench my yearning
For you
Don't make quiver
Without the taste of your lust
My spine will just shiver
With ripples of your tongue
Sweet temptation
Divine intervention
Cup of sensuality
I desire a drink
Desperate pleas
For instant glory
For blessed restoration
To our most primal beings
Entwined and inter-laced
Entangled and ablaze
The thirst for your manliness
Overcomes my senses
Once more, a plea
I make to you
Once, a breath of desire I breathe
Release thy barrier and seduce me

Much Love,

Nella

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Shower me with your love!

Hello lovers,

So I've been trying to blog a bit more frequently lately considering it's my wee bit of summer break now(only 4 months...ay yi yi!), and I think it's been going a quite fine how about you?

Anyways, it's been raining a lot for the past few days and I loved it. Unlike others who were complaining about the weather, I actually utilized it for some inspiration so check out my new poem!


Shower me with your love

Shower me with your love Oh Lord
That I may feel all thy bounty
Deliver me with thy blessings
Enrich me with thy sprinkles

Sanctify me oh Lord
Cleanse me effortlessly
Wash away my sins
And leave me serene

Too often the day goes by
And no thanks I give thee
Yet you keep me each day
Preciously beside thee

Still your love overflows deep within
Filleth my cup endlessly
Your love couples my yearning
Blessed be thee

Forgive my forgetful heart
Forgive my heartless spirit
My ailings demand my attention
Yet my spirit desires your love

Shower me with thy love oh Lord
That I may be enveloped in you
Develop fully in thy trinity
One God in me

Much Love,

Nella

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