Jess-speration!

So today I checked out my school mate Jessica's blog about her baking adventures and it inspired me. For those of you who know me, other than writing one of my major passions is cooking and baking. I love to make a new creation and share it with the world. I love getting feedback on how it tastes, if it needs any improvements, as much as I love to get feedback on my writings and the quality of my work so I've decided to spruce up this blog and add pictures of my creations whenever I make a scrumptious delight. Take pictures of my world as I see it, my adventures and misadventures. I also plan to add videos of any performances I do or that I watch and may happen to like. So prepare for the world................As Told By Nella!!!!!!!!!

New Beginnings

I had felt like this only once before,

The day I entered into high school,

Feelings of uncertainty and wonder,

Flowing through me,

My mind roaming beyond the borders of my life at present,

Searching for some answers,

The extensive journey of my hopeful mind,

Left me with more unanswered questions,

Will I make it?

Will I be successful?

Will I live up to expectations?

Or will I fail miserably?

These linger on the border of my mind,

And render my spirit helpless,

For curiosity of the future seeps in,

I gaze towards the stars to try and get some answers,

But all I could see was a list of endless possibilities,

Arise before me,

And with the end of one chapter of my life,

Comes the beginning of a new one,

Sending through me a ripple of fear and intense anxiety of the outcome,

The glowing flame of time that could not be extinguished,

Knowing all I can do right now is wait,

And see what the future holds.

Rumors

With every passing moment I remember,

The wretched words said,

And I reflect in despair,

On a broken heart and destroyed mind,

Slayed by the tongue.

 

I tried to free myself from your grasp,

From the constraint of your clasped hands,

From the poison that lingers restlessly,

On the tip of your tongue.

 

But still you persist,

Chasing me to all ends of the earth,

With the venom of your soul,

The suffering you brought unto me dwelling,

The whip slashing my spirit,

With every cut some truth dies,

Killed mercilessly by your tongue.

 

A dark whisper to one,

Evolves into a tremor that shakes up life,

And with each breath released,

It carries with it a virus,

That plagues my mind,

A parasite robbing you of truth.

 

I boil with deep anger,

At the person I have become,

A destructive soul,

Ruled by a force of prime evil,

Tortured by the light of darkness,

Revealing a cloak of deception,

That shadows my life,

A blissful sin that clouds me.

 

I try to fight it,

But the voices are triumphant,

I fade away,

In the torment of my life,

Too angry,

Too afraid,

Too tortured to tell the truth,

That it's all a lie,

It's not true,

It's only a rumor,

But it continues to spread,

The words spilt in the brief moment of time,

The rumors that destroy the soul.

Chapter 8

And here it is guys. The long awaited conclusion to 'If Only You Knew' Enjoy and don't forget to give me feedback!!!

They fought for about a half an hour, until Orchid finally defeated her.

Orchid stood over Shana-ray as she lay on the ground, tired and out of breath. Orchid was also exasperated from a weary battle and if the fight hadn't ended soon she doesn't think she could continue and triumph over Shana-ray. But Orchid won. She was triumphant and victorious.

"Well? Aren't you going to finish me?" she cried as she held her side.

"No! I'm very tempted to, but….No! I'll have mercy on you, though you wouldn't have any on me and don't deserve it." Orchid said smockly but full of her still remaining pride.

And with that Orchid took out a pair of titanium handcuffs, handcuffed Shana-ray to an iron post and released a sigh of relief. Orchid was huffing and puffing for a moment before her memory came racing back to her and she remembered the real reason she was there, to save Andrew and Orlene. She walked over to where Orlene was and asked her little sister if she was okay and then worked hard to release her. Orlene had said she was fine and that Orchid should go to Andrew because he looks worn out.

"Hey there! Let me help you to get out of this." Orchid said as she began cutting the rope that bound him to the chair. "Are you going to be alright?" she enquired to him.

"Yeah I am. I'm okay. Thank you very much for saving me from those crazy girls. I owe you big time," he said as he rotated his wrists in a circular motion.

"Anytime," Orchid answered as she helped him to walk out of the warehouse towards the sounds of the sirens visible in the distance and nearing every second. On the way she rejoined her friends and enquired as to whether or not they were alright. They all answered yes, though she could see evidence that all engaged in vicious battles with the other terrors.

"They are all in there," Orchid said to the head of the police swat team as they stormed into the warehouse.

"Thanks again," Andrew said a few minutes later as they were walking away from the ambulance.

"Oh, don't worry about it," Orchid replied thoughtfully.

"No! You saved my rear from being abused by those maniacs. And for that I thank you…" (pause) " Oh and by the way is it true what they said in there a little while before about you wanting me?"

"Wouldn't you like to know?" Orchid said nonchalantly and flirtatiously.

"I think so. You can't deny it." And with that he grabbed Orchid and kissed her.

"Wow that was great! Hmmm…..Well I like the way you start to repay your debts," Orchid said jokingly and then he kissed her again.

His lips pierced hers in a hard yet soothing way. He wanted to drain her of all resistance but he felt none. Their lips met and slowly caressed each other. He wants to make their bodies mesh in pure merriment and Orchid wanted this feeling two. Orchid melted in his arms immediately and her knees felt weak due to the deep, passionate kiss she was receiving from Andrew. For as long as she could remember she felt completely happy and without any complaints. Then he released her and she grabbed him back and completed the strong but lovely kiss.

(A few hours later)

This ever so loved kiss lasted for a long while before Orchid and Andrew were released from their fervent embrace. They had parted to their ways and Orchid had left his company and returned to the agency to speak with the Head of the Agency.

"Agent Green, you did well" the head complimented her.

"I just did well?" She asked a little hurt and searched for more from the head.

"Okay, you did GREAT!!!" he rephrased his response to her brilliant accomplishment of completing her mission.

"Thanks a lot sir. I'm just doing my job. It's just another day for me." She said with a huge, delightful smile and turned to leave the premises.

♥THE END♥

© Copy written by Ornella Green as one the many stories in the Ornella Green Collection. Anyone who tries to steal this or re-write book without permission will be punished severely.

Please note: This story is completely fictional. The characters, the plays and the incidents are not real. Any relation to any real life occurrence is purely accidental. The only incident that actually occurred was the T-Square Massacre in which the names of the parties involved has been changed to conceal their identities.

Insider Stuff!!!

Just to note this is not the first time i've actually written about any of my exes and posted it. For example, Saviour is about my other ex Clive. He's been a pretty big inspiration poetically for me. I've written a lot of poems based on my feelings for him during our relationship and how I felt after the ending of it. I've also written about Akeem too. About during and after the relationship. And now my newest inspiration of torture soul poetry is Craig and the whole thing around my break up with him. It's amazing how I can take a negative and turn it into a poetic positive and a master piece of self expression so you should all be expecting more out of me in the coming year. Lots more. You can bet on it. Keep reading and commenting.

Ode to a friend

Here is a poem from relationship past. I believe in using real life experiences to fuel my poetic nature so hear is a poem that I wrote for one of my exes a long time ago.

Gazing into the stars,
To a galaxy of the unknown,
Looking and searching,
For the hidden,
The indefinite and the mysterious.

She explores the lost world,
Looking for another lost soul like herself,
That desires a savior.

And alas she has found him,
A brand new person,
Sent down to rescue her.
She has found someone new in her life.

A new friend emerges,
From the shambles,
Another hero sent,
To rescue her from boredom,
Another fulfiller of dreams,
Sent to encourage her,
And another motivator,
Delivered from the heavens,
To inspire her,
To combat all forces,
Who tend to have the desire,
To destroy all her dreams,
Her hopes,
And,
Her beliefs.

One who opens her eyes,
To all the possibilities,
That the world's opened door,

Leads to.

Akeem, Akeem, I'll be your queen and you my king. LOL You wish it were so! (wink, wink)

Subterfuge

 

Anger of a hurtful betrayal,

Slain by the words of thee,

The slash from the whip of the tongue,

The sound of your voice echoes in my mind,

The evil deeds you played back constantly in my thoughts,

Thoughts and questions cloud my mind,

Asking why? And how?

Wanting to know the answers.

 

Being deceived into thinking we were friends,

Lied to and hurt,

Crying from the pain of my wounds,

Scarred from the marks of the dagger,

Dagger of a dreadful truth,

The truth of treachery,

The truth of perfidy,

The truth that you were disloyal,

Unfaithful,

I mistrusted you,

I got swindled into your web of lies,

Impaired judgment,

And misguided decisions,

 

Overbearing, the silent screams of your ruse,

Exploding inside me,

The streams seeking release,

But,

My mind is a cage,

Imprisoning my emotions,

Of a titanium fear,

And the ricocheting of a burning anger.

 

A poem by: ^DJL_O

 

Definition: Subterfuge-Trick, Deception, Ruse, Ploy